Some old, some new - a few best left unshared

March 22, 2008 – 9:09 pm

1. My favorite color has always been purple.

2. My parents were calling me Betsy from the second I was born.

3. In a sonogram, my parents saw me sucking my thumb.

4. I sucked it at night until I was 10.

5. Surprisingly, that wasn’t the reason I needed braces in middle school.

6. I attended 3 different schools where the mascot was an eagle.

7. I attended 3 different schools where the mascot was something else.

8. I’ve been in numerous community theatre productions and high school productions too.

9. I also have years of dance lessons under my belt.

10. I started writing my first novel at age 10. It was pretty bad.

11. I started writing my second novel at age 13. It was even worse.

12. I still have both somewhere.

13. Neither has been completed.

14. I graduated the top English student in my high school class.

15. You would expect my spelling to be stronger and my vocabularly much wider than it is because of that fact.

16. I have one brother and one brother in law.

17. I have a niece named Jasmine.

18. My husband was the one to suggest her name.

19. My first goldfish’s name was Cinderella Snow White Sleeping Beauty.

20. My brother killed her with my Barbie and Ken dolls while I was watching "Little House on the Prairie".

21. I think most beer has a gross aftertaste.

22. The only beer I don’t think has that aftertaste is Guinness.

23. My name is a combination of family names.

24. I am the only direct female descendant of my maternal grandmother.

25. My first cat’s name was Sugar. She was a light brown.

26. My most recent cat’s name was Mimi. She was a deluted Calico

27. I have lived in three states - Colorado, Washington and California.

28. My parents are going on 29 years of marriage.

29. I was married in the church I grew up in.

30. We honeymooned in Vancouver, British Columbia.

31. My husband is the first (and only) man named Mike I have ever dated.

32. I have dated two Seans,

33. two men with the last name of Smith

34. and two men with the middle name of Michael.

35. I cannot do a cartwheel.

36. But I still was a cheerleader in high school.

37. I used to fantasize about being an orphan and going to boarding school.

38. I blame it on "Annie" and "A Little Princess".

39. I love my mother dearly. She is awesome.

40. I have always been predominantly attracted to Irish looking men - redheads especially.

41. My husband has that smoldering Black Irish look going.

42. I took Sign Language in high school as my foreign language.

43. I don’t remember most of it now, but I plan to relearn it.

44. I actually have a fantastic memory for most things.

45. My grandmother taught me how to knit two years ago and I instantly fell in love with it.

46. I am a sucker for any song that has awesome harmonies in it.

47. The only instrument I learned how to play was the recorder in elementary school.

48. I can rock "Hot Cross Buns" like nobody’s business.

49. Looking back now, I wish I had taken up the violin.

50. I bite my fingernails and the surrounding cuticle. I hate that habit.

51. I have cool steel blue eyes

52. I am a Taurus and every bit the stubborn bull you’d expect a Taurus to be.

53. I born a redhead and would love to get that color back.

54. I am not a particular fan of my freckles

55. But I do have these clusters of freckles on my shoulders that I love that I call my "Irish clusters"

56. I only started liking (and eating) salads about a year ago.

57. I tend to have piles and piles of paperwork and junkmail around the house that drives me absolutely crazy.

58. I barely speak to my childhood best friends.

59. I am fiercely close to my best friends from high school and after

60. Generally, I can fit in and get along with anyone.

61. Sometimes, I love to drive the speed limit with someone attempting to speed and is stuck behind me.

62. I love French toast, french manicures, French fries, French twists and French kissing, but have no particular fondness for France itself.

63. I am right handed

64. But I snap louder with my left hand.

65. I’ve worn glasses or contact lenses since I was in fifth grade

66. Both cars I’ve owned have had nicknames - its a family tradition.

67. I love looking at maps.

68. I had to delete Google Earth off my computer because I wasted too much time on it.

69. My favorite cookies are snickerdoodles.

70. I have been blogging on one web journal site or another since 2000.

71. I love makeup and dress up and all things girly

72. I enjoy wearing holiday socks on the wrong holidays and random days in between. They fit well in boots.

73. I go through a pair of black boots just about every year.

74. I especially enjoy snow days and rainy days, but mostly from inside a warm place with a great window.

75. Someday, I will see Ireland.

76. I prefer Diet Coke to Diet Pepsi and actually drink diet sodas for the taste.

77. I have a random collection of and adoration for penguins that started when I went to the Central Park Zoo in 1995.

78. I have six piercings and one tattoo.

79. The best fights I have with my husband are in my head. I always win those too.

80. I adore the sound of Otis Redding’s voice.

81. For a long time, I wanted and planned to be an actress on Broadway.

82. I knew I wanted to marry my husband within the second month we were dating.

83. I have a mole on my stomach and according to moleosophy, "A mole on the stomach signifies one who has everything going for them; your life will be smooth and safe. This is a very lucky mole and is better if small."

84. I do find moles on the face somewhat annoying, especially on foreheads.

85. I am not generally thrilled with the way my faces looks when I smile in pictures

86. I’ve never truly known what it is like to have a grandfather - both of mine passed before I was born.

87. People who deliberately and continually draw attention to themselves frustrate me.

88. People who have massive chips on their shoulders frustrate me even more.

89. I cannot stand having to repeat myself.

90. I always wanted to have a purple car when I was in high school

91. I’d love to get a Cairn terrier someday soon, but plan on getting a shelter dog if/when we do

92. Mike and I both plan on buying Priuses for our next cars. (Matching maybe????)

93. When I was a little girl, I wanted to have 100 girls and 1 boy

94. Nowadays, I’d be happy with two kids

95. I sometimes find spite to be a wonderful motivator

96. I hold grudges entirely too long.

97. I am a nightowl and love sleeping in late

98. My mom (and therefore since I have the recipe, me) makes the best macaroni and cheese

99. I love traditions.

100. I struggle at times with being the lesser attractive one in the couple, but hey, I got a really hot husband. Somehow, I’ll deal.

 


Not my strongest suit

February 25, 2008 – 3:59 pm

One of my favorite bloggers, Heather at dooce.com, recently started a style section on her blog, where she takes a photo every day of something in her home or wardrobe that defines her personal style. She showcases things from china to clocks to earrings to antique vases she finds in thrift shops, all that you could find in her home on any given day.  These are the things that define her on a visual level and after years of figuring out who she is, she is proudly showcasing that sense of personal style.

While I am sure we all could go around and take pictures of things in our homes that are of eclectic and artistic nature, I personally don’t feel a lot of it defines my own personal style because I really feel like I am still trying to figure mine out.

Sometimes, when I am out shopping, I’ll see an outfit and think "That is very Sarah." In the year and a half that I have known her, I have come to know at least a portion of her fashion sense and what suits her. Jewelry too.  I see things that I think are very Carey or very Kristen or even very much my mother. But as for me . . . I really feel that I haven’t completely found what is my style. I still feel like my style is a combination of what is A. Appropriate for work/home/married life. B. Fitting to my body C. Fitting within my budget. And really, that style isn’t all that different from high school. Shamefully, I can admit that there are things still in my wardrobe that I wore in high school. Specifically, a sweater I actually wore in my senior pictures. I guess it isn’t too shameful, since I do get compliments on it, but yeah. I really don’t feel that says a lot about my personal style when I am choosing to wear things I bought back in 1998.

It’s not even that I would call my clothing style "classic" or "preppy" but more "devoid of definable personal style". Even my brother has a particular style. I see things in stores that are very ‘him’. This weekend, we went into an Army Surplus store on Saturday where he found a really different, but fitting within his personal style, jacket. I couldn’t do that. I wouldn’t think to do that.

I do know my jewelry fashion style, which is simple, elegant and versatile. I don’t wear a lot of rings, I don’t wear big earrings, I don’t wear too many different necklaces. But I think a lot of that comes from my not wanting to spend a lot of money on cheap jewelry. If I am going to spend on necklaces, earrings etc . . . it has to last.

I don’t know how to carry that into a wardrobe that I like. A wardrobe that I would want to wear and build on and am excited to own. You know that show "What NOT to Wear". I need a show like "What style is you". I know what looks good on my body. I just don’t know how to build an actual wardrobe out of empire waists and Long and Leans and no t-shirts.

It’s a big ol’ mess. And I know that this all is going to shift and change and become sharpened as I start school and have to actually build an image. I used to work with a woman at the Clinique counter in CA that really piled on the makeup. It worked for her and she made it look good, but for a lot of customers, it was too much and they weren’t always easy about sitting down in her chair and letting her try something on them. People come to you to cut and color their hair because they like the way you do your own. People trust you with their own personal appearance when they admire and like what you yourself dress in. Who wants to go to a high school student for their hair?

This is just one area that I feel kind of lost and know that I need to figure it out and ‘find’ myself.


Mi Casa Su Casa

February 24, 2008 – 10:57 pm

Whenever I go away for a weekend, two things happen. One, Mike goes on a cleaning spree, so I always come home to a picked up apartment. I think its because neither of realize how much time each weekend we spend together until I am gone and he has to fill the void.

Two, I come home with ambitious ideas, goals, desires. There is something about visiting other people in their own homes that makes me taken in and somewhat reevaluate things. Not that the things Mike and I were doing need changing. But none the less, it makes me think and look at things a little differently. There was the time I came home and wanted to shop more at Trader Joe’s because my friends Tony and Tina did. Or the desire to have my home less cluttered - more simplified. And now, my desire to be more focused, to listen to more music and watch less television and to get a newer Brita water pitcher.

I am not sure if this is just a "Betsy" thing or a more general thing, but it happens nearly every time I go away for a weekend. Not so much if I am going to stay at a hotel, but more so when I am staying at a friend’s house.  I think I am going to have to think more about what drives this desire and what it all really means.

The trip was lovely. The weather was unbeatable. It was wonderful to spend so much time with my brother and to see Lizzie and Anne. The entire trip was too short, but I knew it would be before I even left. My brother has a great life up there and I am so happy for him.


Envious

February 23, 2008 – 3:56 pm

Curb appeal

Entryway skylight

Living room

My brother’s loft in Belltown. The urbanite in me is sooo jealous.


Just the numbers

February 22, 2008 – 3:56 pm

Weight, weight loss and body images in general are a lot more than just numbers. It’s more than food and exercise too. But if I were to strip it down into just numbers and what specific ones jump out to me, these would the ones that are in big, bold print in my mind.

(Keep in mind that I am 5′7 1/2")

170 - Next step in the weight loss journey

164 - My WW goal - after that, its free meetings!!

156 - The lowest I’ve been since ever starting WW.

150 - Lowest weight since summer of 2000.

145 - Only 5 more pounds to go!

140 - What I weighed at 17. I’d like to stay there. (Personal goal)

133 - Smallest I was in high school. I wore a size 8 jean then.


Grrrr . . .

February 22, 2008 – 2:33 pm

Dear Headache -

     Seriously, you have no business being here right now. You are ruining what could be a perfectly lovely, relaxing, not much to do Friday. Instead of just enjoying the peace and quiet, I am left to sit quite miserably as you grow and infest my eye cavity and nasal socks. Awesome.

       For a tiny ache, you are becoming a major nuisance. I have hours of driving ahead of me, in the dark, with many oncoming headlights. No amount of favorite songs is going to help me forget about you. I have tried the top three remedies I have on my list - water, protein and Advil. None are working. I can’t nap. I can’t drink (yet). Rubbing the various places you are annoying me seems only second of relief.

     What do you want? I have nothing you could possibly amuse you, other than suffering.  It’s bad enough I have to sit and listen to my deskmate suck on her sports top waterbottle all afternoon and hear the incessant clicking of her ridiculously long hot pink acrylic nails. I really don’t want to have to do it with you too.

        How about you show up Sunday night, when I am home and settling in for some cuddling with Mike and some Oscars?? Then I can be miserable and you can be happy and we will both get what we want. It’s not much. Just a small request.

      Please take this into consideration. I hope to have your response by 3 pm.

Thank you for your time,

Betsy


The Emerald City in the Evergreen State

February 21, 2008 – 9:54 pm

I am leaving tomorrow evening for a weekend in the Emerald City. And thanks to a slower day at work, I had time to put a little more effort into my packing list, SJA style.

Packing list by illos

packing list

packing list

The thing is, I am going for two nights. Driving up tomorrow night, hanging out all day Saturday, going out Saturday night and spending Sunday there too. Driving back down at some point in the afternoon, so I can get home early enough to spend time with Mike. I am going to see my brother, who’s like family to me,  and Liz is flying in too.  It’s a lowkey weekend, for sure.  But the fact that its a different city, with random possibilities popping up, keep me on my toes and wondering - what all will I need.

In all honesty, I am not a fan of Seattle. That is probably the biggest reason I never considered UW when I thought about colleges. *Actually, I really didn’t think about college when everyone was thinking about college. But I wasn’t like some of my friends, who had talked of going there since the year I’d met them. Seattle has always been in one form or fashion a hassle for me, for my family, the whole shebang. Whether it was a spoiled trip because my friend was fighting on the phone with her boyfriend the entire time or money lost in meters or more traffic than you could shake a stick at, I’ve always just been less than fond of Seattle. In that vein, it makes sense that my brother is currently living in his third apartment there and I have yet to see any of them.
But I want to reforge the great bond he and I had when we were younger and doing so requires give and take on both our parts. So when Liz sent out a feeler email last month to see if anyone would be around if she were to fly into Seattle this particular weekend, I responded with something like "I’ll be here. I never go anywhere."

The camera is going with me, as well as an army of cookies for my brother and Lizzie too. It should be a lovely weekend. I’m just hoping it doesn’t rain.


Weekly Weigh in

February 20, 2008 – 10:54 am

Up .4. But that’s okay, it won’t stay there long. This was one of those week where not going seemed so much easier than going and getting on the scale. I’m not going to quit or even slack off. On the contrary, I am going to step it up.

I am headed to Seattle this weekend for some Lizzie time and some bonding time with my brother too. But I am not going to have a gain.

Due to my schedule changing soon for school, Mom and I will have to shift our weigh in nights to Mondays, so this week is going to be a short week. But I will have a loss Monday night. I want it more than anything else that could come up this week.


Personal quotes

February 20, 2008 – 10:53 am

The ones you’ve memorized, live by and quote when times are tough. These are mine:

Don’t exchange what you want most for what you want at the moment.

The hardest thing in this world is to live in it. Be brave. Live. (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)

If nothing changes, nothing changes. (Gary Busey, Celebrity Fit Club)

The Serenity Prayer:

God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,Courage to change the things I can and Wisdom to know the difference.

My newest one: The hard times pass like the good ones do. (Sugarland "These Are the Days)

What are your’s?


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